Dim

Thats how i feel. Dim. Not as bright and cheery as i usually am. Its kind of like there is a constant fog that lay over my emotions. Im not depressed. I'm just not happy. I want something more, i need something new. or somewhere new. I need new. i need to find the happy me again. I feel like im losing my self. Losing grasp on reality and fading way to far into my dreams.